Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 10:12:00 PM

sweet=)

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 1:21:00 PM

so gerammm.
"yeah hello ya quite busy.why,anything important?"
YES i over sensitive.but can i only call when there's something important.
ishh!nvm forget it.

ok back to work-

Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 3:16:00 PM

cant wait to meet my baby tomorrow(:

and today shall be an attempt to bake choc cake
pluss movie marathon.just me,myself and I.
at times it's great being alone

Sunday, April 04, 2010 @ 11:42:00 AM

today yours truly decided to prepare strawberry cheesecake=)

it turns out fine i supposed.

i'm intending to attend the Sutra cooking workshop.

cost 40bucks though.and i dont have any company as for now.

it's on the 10th April.

Don't know if it's still in time for registration.

watched the movie WHEN IN ROME.

the romantic comedy with a lil of suspense.nice!

and crepe over at fig and olive(i think only JP outlet has this) is yummy.

go and give it a try

have a great day!

Friday, April 02, 2010 @ 11:43:00 PM

today was hell of a gaming session.syiokk!

so had fun,aching(i swear your arms hurt due to continuous pressure exerted) time with WII over at Novena Square 2.
new experience.and definitely not the last time=)
so go work your arms baybehh!

and then the supposed-to-be-movie-plan changed into another gaming session.hees

lan gaming-left 4 dead Pt 2(zombies-infested).

and i still suck at it.

u see thats the problem when u have two guys who are gaming addicts.haha

and so we girls had to play along.but well i'll give it a thumbs up(:

even right now as i am blogging,my dear boyfie is heading down to another lan gaming session

with his cliques.

anyway i'll bring along my lil annoying siblings for a WII gaming some day.

ok adip?

i love my boy!its love love love.

floating on *cloud nine*

and yet i gave him the worst at times.
haha.

good night zombies!

Thursday, April 01, 2010 @ 10:26:00 PM

dissapointment.
well i realised i should not have given that reaction just now.
i mean seriously,i am happy for him and proud that he got to take part in NDP again.
he loves it and excited for it right?
sorry for the dissapointing reaction sayang.i love you
train well ya and i'll proudly watch you from the stand(well if i'm invited of coz)
our weekends will be burnt on his trainings?call for sacrifice
prolly i have to start planning my wkends with "to do list"
but i really hope 24th will turn the way i want it to be.i badly wants his presence
but then again i know the probability is low=(

it's wkends and holiday with no plans

i totally screwed up big time.(work-related)
must start being superr dupeer careful.
negligence is a NONO!
it's definitely my fault more or less.
and i realised those mistakes i've made somehow will relate to
the higher authority.so yeap there goes my reputation?!

anyway gym session was refreshing.hehs.
uncle botak was not around though.

okiee dokiesh off to read on the Seven Deadly Wonders

Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 12:10:00 AM

Kambakkht Ishq the typical love story(:
so mr adip,i've finally watched it ok!hehs
so next up prolly to finish reading his matthew rilley book.
ok wait,forget about even finishing,should focus more on starting on the book.lol

tinnyy winnyy good news>>
well not that great but something which totally lift a tiny burden off me.
had a fri lunch with mum and we talked.well the least expected conversation.
i told her about the existence of adip.a lil here and there.
well they say start evrything from small right.hees.
she did not disapprove yet she does not also gives any consent.
but it doesnt matter, we'll take it step by step.
at least the first hurdle overcome right sayang?(:
please pleasee say you could make it for my company's family day on the 24th?
Then you can have meet-my-parents session.haha
and it's gonna be nerve wrecking fun!universal studio?!

you see boy,this step i took is not an easy one.
not EASY for me at least as you already know.
i really hope,it's not just a game we are playing.
those past,i've forgive and well not entirely forgotten though.
but i take those words you said on friday,
"3rd year is going to be better."(i.e no shits from you)
i love you sayang.

anyway 2nd yr anniversary on the 4th March was rather simple.
dinner at mcdonald(his favourite fast food).and karaoke on the weekend(first attempt!)
"my heart beats race with your presence"....
and the gift i got for him is a 2 month sacrifice of mcdonald meal.
hahas!omg on a side note imagine eating mcdonald evryday for 2 mths?!
gosh!the calories and fats definitely go beyond hope!=p

for the sad news>>
my seri darling is away to brisbane for 10 days.
see she always gets lucky?haha

anyway i'm still waiting for my pulau ubin cycling trip,
rock climbing idea by faiz(but still no news as to date.haha)
and the 1 day desaru getaway random idea by ariff sounds real fun.
hahas!ala but consent to be given by mummy.
family 2 days batam trip(still TBC),
universal studio on the 24th(confirmed!)
escape themepark or wild wild wet voucher to be used(valid now till june)

oklah good night!
cuddle in the blanket and sleep tight.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 11:57:00 PM

i demand for worklife balance to be in practice like seriously.
especially applicable to him.
as often as i say this and never will i get tired of it(insyallah),
i miss you boy.
do you?

i like my working password now(:

strolled around orchard after work.
should have went clark quay and chill instead.
ljs and home sweet home.

new year resolution coming up.
to be written and to be practiced.
how many new year resolutions worked for me so far?
none.well i rarely make any anyway.

ouhh i cant wait for batam trip with the colleagues.hehs.
and tomorrow's pay day!!woohoo.

good night sleep tight

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 9:20:00 PM

having a fren faced with similar situation
makes me feel better.
having such conversations feel great.

it might not be easy.
but i know i wont be able to let go.
so what other options do i have?
none.just gotta accept that one fact and adapt.
i know i dont have other choices
yet i still give those bullshit attitude?
ilyvm-

and now i have one confession.
i miss you bestfren, SERI ATIKAH.

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 9:06:00 PM

helloooe lil homosapiens out there!
ok my blog is totally pathetic.
it's rarely updated and even the graphic is gone.hahas

basic tax course starts nxt mon.
i better gear up and focus.i gotta make it thru!

anyone knows of any affordable sewing classes near the west area?
me and my cuz is looking for one.
the best so far is the one over at clementi.
100bucks/mth.twice a wk.
but problem is we are negotiating for cheaper price
if we request to have class only once a wk.
i am actually excited to start!haha.
but my aunt say i gotto have all the patience.
haha i'll try.we'll see how.

sat date was vivo-ing and enjoying the breeze at ecp.
intense conversations we had.it's good to have him being serious.
and again it's all down to me.
i gotta sort and straighten things out.hmms
can i just say it out loud here and hope that mum pops by and see,
"I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW.
SAY MAYBE INTRODUCE HIM TO YOU."
yes not like we are going to get married tomorrow or even next year
but i just want you to know him.or ok at least know that i have a friend
that i always hang out with and very close with
(in youngsters term they call it boyfriend/matair?)
i dont know how to start a conversation with my mummy
about something this personal!!i'm scared if she's not open to it.
i think this is like the worst situation i ever faced
which actually seems totally simple to evryone else.
ok so like he say give it some more time and maybe next year.

anyway i am super dee duper honored!
haha boyfie's first attempt to VEGGIES!!
see the green2 thingy on his spoon.it's 'sayur kangkong'!
cute lah matair aku sorang nii.he suggested to buy veggie
and his remark was "must start eating already.i'm getting old"
so his dearest girlfriend also must start adding those green thingy in her eating diet.
you know i love you.always do.

trying....
it's not easy but noone says it's impossible.
evryone deserve a chance to make it to the right path once again.
let's try.we'll try?

Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 10:50:00 PM

do you call your girlfriend/boyfriend only when you are sleepy,about to sleep or watever got to do with sleep?
great thats prolly the best time to call them.
i want to feel important okayy

i got a seat of my own at workplace.happy(:

Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 2:10:00 PM

I was reading thru past entries of mine just feel like jotting down few words(:

yest had iftar at my gramps place.i miss her so much.
and the other day there was this show on tv abt old folks.
i teared thinking of my nenek.how she must have felt lonely
buka and sahur alone at home if my granddad spent his time in the mosque.

was bloghopping and grab this extract from yana's blog(which i think she took it from somebody's blog)

"Because, that’s the thing about love, really. No one will love you how you want to be loved, they’ll love you in the only ways they know how. Life throws everyone down drastically different paths so how can we expect everyone to love in the same way? The person you’ll spend your lifetime with will love you in their way and you’ll love in yours, and maybe you’ll meet in the middle and it’ll last. None of us know what we’re doing, you see, we’re just fumbling for matches in the dark. If you’re lucky, you might eventually just strike the right one. "

Well it makes me realise.
all this time i kept telling him,i just want u to love me as much as i love you.
blah blah blah.
it's pointless and crap.coz yeap we cant expect evryone to love in the same way.
let's just hope for the best and may the sparks of love ignites till eternity.
(haha ok is there even such a phrase?=p)

ok folks take care(:

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 8:59:00 PM

no more taiwan trip for him this year.
that spells y-e-a-yNESS!hehs(:

i miss delifrance.really.
i am getting used to the 4 "walls".
cubicle i'm stuck in.
but there's great colleagues
and fun lunch 'kakis'
i've still yet to get a desk of my own.
i wonder where i'll be thrown to.
workload wise is still unpredictable.
one moment its a fine day and the next its storm.hehs

i came across an ex-colleague blog.
for a guy posting such sweet and sentimental thoughts of his,
it awwed me.
and he doesnt seem to fit into those category.hehes.
well never judge the book by its cover.

i can't wait for my first pay.
which is like 2 more weeks.haha.

let's wait for his phonecall.bye!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 12:43:00 PM

omg my arm hurt so bad.
i think i slept on my arm.

rotting away...
i cant wait for sat's kayakking date.
well if the weathers fine and there's no unforeseen circumstances.

okiee dokiee.
bye folks!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 12:59:00 PM

everything will be fine.
*pinky swear*
mistakes are like stains.
it's very hard to erase but you still got to live with it.

love you sayang.

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 7:56:00 PM

i'm back from my kl trip!since tue actually.
it was gr8 family trip!fun time over at sunway lagoon.
did only a lil of shopping due to the fact my uncle's place
slightly far from shopping malls n nt really accesible.
i missed my boyfriend terribly!
and being in msia,roads filled with Produa cars definitely doesnt help at all.hahas.
glad to be home...
and just phonecall(the fact i dont sign for autoroam sux) away from him.

anyway boyfie was soo nice,he emailed me a list of jobs vacancies that are suitable for me.
he did that while i was away.haha too free huh.love u sayang!<3
ouhh and regarding jobs,i went for my 2nd IRAS interview.
it was super short that i have bad feeling abt the outcome.=(
i'll just pray for the best.
coming mon another interview for the ccpe job.
ouhh MOF called up asking me to come down for a selection test
but i had to reschedule the slot coz it clashed with the iras interview.
thank god all of them are responding.good for a start i guess
but i really hope i'll secure a job soon.

watched oc yest.

there's this part on summer and seth which was so cute.

"who's gonna be my snowy angle?"*with the snow caps on*

i cant wait to have the usual sat date with him!
miss you hunnybunny...
bye folks!

Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 5:35:00 PM

ok he's coming back tmr..
i'm soo soo glad.
pls let all this undesired situations be over for good.
i pray to HIM so bad.
i just want a happy 'us' with no pretence.
i love you so much.

sat was spent watching 'gingerbread man'
with siblings and mom.
"run,run as fast as you can.you can't catch me coz i'm the gingerbread man!"
sun westcoast park.
lil kiddies try their attempt to fly kite but to no avail.hehs.

i got a call from IRAS.
had to head down for interview+test on wed.
i have no freaking idea what kinda test it is.
hope for the best like always.

toodles'

Friday, June 05, 2009 @ 5:01:00 PM

he's gone to settle his thoughts.
and i'll wait...
i dont know how else to handle this.
but i am not giving up like the previous time.

take care.
have a safe journey.

i'll miss you..
and there's just those shining stars.
"if you miss me,look at the sky and remember
we are under the same stars"
i'll never forget that.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 5:09:00 PM

"gotta keep going".
right..these tantrums ends today,right now.
till next time shall it pop by.which i hope never.
from a fren's blog,"assumptions the mother of all fuck-ups"
LOL.funny yet true.

"nothing to worry.dont worry so much.
go with the flow"
i'm a big fan of WORRY-ing,mind you.
i'll deal with.going with the flow.whereever it takes to.
giving time.as much time as it takes.

Monday, June 01, 2009 @ 8:44:00 PM

woots.this wk schedule is gonna keep me preoccupied.
mon-thur working from 7to3pm.
fri most likely send off dear boyfriend and family.
sat some kids theatre with my siblings and work at 5.
hahs!sunday,i'm gonna find something to do as well.
i cant wait for KL trip nxt weekend!!
(thou the minus side is being away from him.not even a phonecall)

ouhh i had a wonderful spa session on sat.
and a movie date on sun.
thou last wk was a tense week,me with my ouhh-it-just-never-ends attitude,
it was still a good weekend(:
i love you sayang.and i hate to admit the fact
i am too emotionally attached to you.

it's already JUNE!!
how fast time flies.
ouhh and talking abt time,
in 1 month time that dearboy is off again for Taiwan=(

*he looks so adorable,slenger(LOL) yet confident*
-everything(even his slenger-ness=p) makes me love him even more.
ouhh was referring to his 'magic' presentation during one of his course.

Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 12:42:00 AM

i dont fucking care what's going to happen to my life anymore.
i have enough of feeling low.
anyone out there,
dont even bother asking me what am i doing now?
coz it irritates me so much.
it makes me feel like one useless shit.
i am STILL financially relying on my part time job.
giving another 6-mths for job-searching.
and by nxt yr,if i'm still jobless
i'll apply degree for next year intake.
yess 1 year wasted..so big deal.
i shall be happy with my wasted year.

i hate you customers(which i proudly exclude myself from the list)
who are one stuck up bitch and cant seem to acknowledge
the waitress existence.
i try to be nice.but if i'm nt treated nicely,you dont deserve the same.
today was hajar's last day.
she's gonna start on her full time nursing next wk.
gonna miss that mamak.hehes.

i realise i'm starting to sound or seem clingy to my boyfriend.
is it because i'm too free(nt really) and bored(definitely) nowadays that i just demand for more and more attention.?
gosh alright,i should space out a lil.
what new hobbies can i take huh?
let's start with jogging.right,like it's gonna happen?
regular jogging?i said it like umpteen times.
i'm starting to get lazy anyway.
cooking?baking?ok i'll give it a try.

quite disappointing.
i just thought that i could prolly plan my work schedule nxt wk
based on his schedule since i wont have a weekend with him.
but the response wasnt good yet expected.
"ntah i donno whats my schedule like next wk.but gonna be busy"
right,okayy then.
i miss making and having plans.
its always last minute now.
right i am not complaining.
i've gotten used to it just that
kinda miss having plans and the excitement of looking
forward to it.

so spa is on tmr.
excited?i donno.

hmmms take care.gd night then

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 1:00:00 PM

spa appointment has to be rescheduled.
because there was some screwed ups.
so 30 may here i come(:
it's okay.no it's not okay but get over it.
so watched angel and demons instead.
its quite interesting.u gotta pay attention to all the talks in the movie.
okay or maybe for me,i hadta pay extra attention.
slow in understanding luhh.hehes.
and boyfie kept distracting me in the movie.
irritating bugger.haha.
but love you still bugger!!

and ouhh finally a successful suprise.hehs.
surprised him on sat and it works.

had family gathering yest.
an uncle of mine asked "so where u going to study next?which country?"
i was like "ermm no luhh not intending to study overseas now.
staying put in spore, prolly SIM."
yess i've always wanted to study abroad.
but then again considering the pros and cons S'pore is just the best place.
*financial wise-it's 60% cheaper studying overseas degree locally
*being away from family,independently in a foreign country.am i ready?
*i cant afford to lose him.

okay ppl.have fun(:

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 12:21:00 PM

i am so bored..
noone is there to entertain me.=(

Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 6:44:00 PM

happy mama's day!
evryday is a mother's day anyway.hehs.
sakura buffet plus delifrance cake.
i dont quite like the taste thou.too chocolateyy.

sat date;star trek with boyfiee.
the moviee is superb!!really.
sun short date;ice cream with boyfiee.
it's a hot hot weather.

ok spa appointment set.
this coming sat at 630pm.

tmr's my graduation!!!
white blouse-checked.
black pants- checked.
robe?-checked.
black dress shoes-checked i guess.hahas.
parents-checked.
boyfiee-unlikely.=(

okiee dokiee.toodles!
IN LOVE with YOU(:

Thursday, May 07, 2009 @ 6:06:00 PM

i am soo excited!!
spa treatment coming up!
hehs.yet to set the appointment.
but i'll prolly go nxt wk.(:
*hugg boyfie so tight*
he's such a darling sweetheart.hehs.

finished watching whole season 1 of OC.
now i gotta start on the book 'temple'
life's been a routine.
work.work.and work.
and its working at delifrance still.
not any new full time job.so yeah.
tough luck.

miss u boy.
date on sat okiessh?(: